Well well well, look who found themselves blogging!
I figured new year, may as well try something new to help me keep myself on track. I'm going to try and post often, daily hopefully with updates on myself and my life. If your reading this I'm a little shocked since I'm lame and this is probably going to be lame but good for you!
So background info.. Ill go by borntobreak (my PT name.) Which can be shortened to btb. ED for 3 plus years, I've been seeing the local ED team for a year.. Lucky me. I don't really know how I feel about recovery. I mean sure it'd be nice to not have to live with all this shit but I really am not so sure I can. I have depression and anxiety. Was hospitalized last January for 3 weeks, you'll probably learn more about that as we go. I am by no means underweight.. Overweight in fact, yeah fucking bull, I don't know why I remind myself. I hatehatehate being fat and wish it makes me wish I was dead. This year all of that is about to change, I will absolutely get thin, I will show everyone what I am capable of. No one thinks I can do it, but I will do this. Ill work on getting a weight update for everyone.
I am using this blog for accountability and to share my story.
I will be thin.
_- xo , borntobreak (btb)
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